out with ziwei today!
lots of eating (for him) and talking. (:
and i managed to find a necklace after walking dunno how many zillion rounds in far east.
poor him have to follow me around.
HAHA. sorry dude and thanks!
mood currently: happy :D
but somebody just have to piss me off early in the morning but i'm not going to let her ruin my day.


and everything i have in this world
and all that i'll ever be
it could all fall down around me.
just as long as i have you,
right here by me.

my com is damn fucked up. i just blogged about a whole chunk of shit and it just had to hang so i've to retype everything again. i'm having the tendancy to be vulgar now but i shall try to control.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH! >:(

okay woke up early in the morning to send cheryl off at the airport. didn't cry much because i guess it didn't feel like she's leaving yet and also, i didn't want her to leave with a sadden heart so i tried to control my tears. but i'm feeling the immense sadness now and damn, i'm going to cry any time soon. SIGHHH. CHERYL ANG, I AM SO GONNA MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY. ): three musketeers, down to two. i'm fucking depressed.

anyway after she left, we toured around the airport and took some candid shots. we apparently love the toilet a lot. (:

<3!

met up with fanny and studied at starbucks. before that, we went bras basah to get some sociology book that he wanted, apparently very useful for gp and it cost 22 bucks. so i bargained with the indian man and managed to get it at 20 bucks instead. not much diff but aiyah, it's better than nothing. wanted to study at national library but there wasn't enough space so that explains why we ended up in starbucks. oh and dear nice fanny treated me mocha ice blended. (: actually he owed me that. hahaha. anyway thanks for helping me out with maths and chem you self-denied mugger! :D and sorry for almost causing you to vomit blood. HEH. somehow i feel more motivated to study now. (: good for me. (:

oh yes. not to forget about the toilets in bugis. there are so little of them around and they are always so fucking crowded. the moment i see the never ending queue, i was like that's it man. my poor bladder's gonna have to suffer. ): in addition, where are the toilet papers??!! simply pissed me off. UGHHHH.

and i think my stomach is seriously spoilt. this may sound weird but yeah, i'm getting sick of food and so i haven't been eating much. i ate 7-11 mashed potato for dinner only like wth? it's not even filling but aiyah, i don't give a shit anymore. i just don't feel like eating. :/

monthly shoot tmr. SIANNN. :/ hopefully i can manage a personal best though.

i'm gonna start saving up for my grey converse! :D i don't care. i am so gonna get it. anyway since i'm not eating much, i'll probably be able to save enough money very soon. (:

back to chem.
goodbye sick sad little world.

productive shopping today.
managed to get two tees for the price of one.
HAHA.
and my zara sweater finally.
:D
thank you cheryl ang for accompanying me.
one day i shall fly to canada and shop with you! (:
<3!

curse of curves;

I want someone provocative and talkative
But it's so hard when you're shallow as a shower
And from what I've heard with skin you'll win

(:

there's nothing much to blog about these days. life has been exceptionally busy and boring. :/ and towards the end of february, i'm screwed big time. chingay, monthly shoot, ntu shoot and common tests all cramped into 6 days. ): if i screw up common tests, i might get thrown back to being a j1 again and that sucks. i'm just going to start mugging hard now. yes you hear me, I'M GONNA MUG. (: i'm motivated by this year's batch of j1s. seriously they are hardcore muggers. see them studying all the time, in the canteen, in the library and they started asking seniors for notes and all? damn freaky. ): think sooner or later cj's going to turn into a mugger school. first three months i was just slacking and towning most of the time lah. wa lao. i ought to be ashamed of myself. :/ oh well.

my appetite is killing me. don't seem to be able to eat much. ughhhh.

anyway shopping with cheryl and boon tmr! at least there's something to look forward to. (:

a bored day in school;










long bus ride
rain
mp3
ultimate emo-ness.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEITH AND EDWIN! :D

hot sweltering afternoon.
3.3km run for PE.
i died.

muse concert at fort canning park today.
i want to go. ):

my timetable is fucked up.

hilmay makes really good beef stew. (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JORDAN AND TIFFANY! :D

sorry tiff.i forgot all about your birthday so didn't manage to get you a present. ): i'll get you a belated one soon i promise! (: love you girl! muacks! :D

anyway i so totally forgot to bring my phone out today.felt so disabled.UGHHHH. ): finally realised how dependent i am on my phone. :/ hmmm.chingay practice was just a waste of my time and bus fare.it's at serangoon jc? :( it's like how freaking far lah.i'm going to be sleep deprived every saturday from now on for two months.SIGHHH.if it's not for the attractive cip hours and t-shirt, i'll probably not join lah and they still say they're sure we are volunteers who are passionate to serve and all.rightttt whatever.had training after that so couldn't go for youth praise. :( thank God there's fanny who accompanied me to train (though he's rather unwilling) or else i would have to travel all the way to safra yishun alone.HEH.thanks fan! (: oh and i shot my personal best despite not training for quite a while.332.YAY! great improvement.hahaha. (:

back to econs now.toodles! (:

all i could remember for yesterday was 10 rounds (3.3km), endless guys push-ups, crunches, jumping jets, burpees, leg raises and grandstand torture.
PE teachers are seriously heartless creatures. ):
oh and island creamery with cheryl and boon! (:

anyway was so tired today that i slept during econs lecture. :/ but i still love mr kwee, just that today's just not the day to pay attention. was supposed to watch night at the museum with cheryl but she had something on at the last minute so i just ate lunch with boon in school and since i couldn't find anyone to go out with, i decided to go home and sleep because the weather is so freaking nice but then i met eliza. (: so i went nygh with her to collect her eagles award thingy and off to kap. macs's having wedges now! wahhh i love wedges man. :D okay we talked about loads of stuff, mainly her eye candies and i taught her how to fold straw heart. (: heh i'm so glad she likes cj. yayy. (:

the notebook's one of the most beautiful book ever. :D

our souls were one, if you must know
and never shall they be apart;
with splendid dawn, your face aglow
i reach for you and find my heart.

anyone wants to buy the book for me? i'll be eternally grateful. (:

bought the lakehouse.
shall watch this weekend.
(:

HORROR: mass PE tmr again.
plus there might be physical training for shooting too.
i'll probably be paralysed then. ):
on a lighter note though, i can shed some weight and be fit!
yeah rightttt, that's what i tell myself everytime.
so much for consoling myself.
:/



And without you is how I disappear,
And live my life alone forever now.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TECKJIN AND GOMEZ! :D


mass PE was horrendous.
i swear i almost died.
):

CCA bazaar went on quite smoothly even though i was very last minute in the planning. sorry guys! :( thank God brother paul allowed us to open the range which was also a super last minute decision. luckily there were quite a number of people interested in shooting and for once, i spotted some rather cute guys. HAHAHA! but aiyah not interested at all. i'm done with eye candies. anyway, this year's batch of guys really cmi, they're either bengs or toots and the girls are either lians or somewhere from outerspace. :/

oh well. i'm just damn tired now and i'm bogged down by holiday assignments over the weekend.
screwed shit.
):

cheryl ang is leaving on 27 january 2007 to study in canada and she's going to withdraw from school very very soon.
auntie, how am i going to survive in cj without you?
I AM HIGHLY DEPRESSED.
):

anyway, i'll only be blogging on weekends from now onwards.
TAKE CARE AND HAVE A GREAT WEEK IN SCHOOL PEEPS! (:

YAYYY! :D
just bought new korean show -smile again.
starring lee dong gun and kim hee seon.
lee dong gun is damn good looking lah.
:D
alright so as usual i chionged all the way so i didn't sleep at all.
have to finish it before school reopens.
HEH. (:

<3!

anyway, forgot to update on sleepover at nut's place.

shall kope from yueqi. (:

dinner at Pasir Panjang Food Centre! my first time eating stingray. HAHA! went back and then we each got a nice spot on her floor to stretch out so we started telling each other stories (: nut couldn't stop eating lah she is really a piggg! :D yakked until like four plus in the morning and we decided we were hungry so we ordered macs breakfast delivery. hahah! call that a sudden craving! after we ate, we finally went to sleep but i slept for an hour or so only. had to leave early and the worst part was her mom ordered sakae sushi for lunch and i totally missed it! damn saddening. ):

all those funny moments and heart-to-heart talks can't be captured in a blog entry but we all know this sleepover was really full of that! (: i love you all! :D -hugs

watchnight;

didn't really go for watchnight service.
yien, jing and me left after communion to help out in the juniors.
we had loads of fun lah though the kids are really naughty and rowdy. (:
anyway they were playing the blow wind blow game.
can't remember who's the person who asked but let's assume it's eug.
eug: blow wind blow
everyone: blow what?
eug: blow those with double eyelids!
nic: what's that?
don't think many heard him but at that moment, me and jing just burst out laughing.
he's damn funny lah.
joke of the year goes to nic! :D

went matty's house in the end for countdown.
sorry ppl i was a little anti-social and nuah cos' i was super tired.
slept for 2 hours that day so wasn't in the right frame of mind to do anything.
SORRY!
okay at least i played indian poker and bluff with doug, yien, melko, my bro and jing.
quite fun lah. (:
hannah twoon came after that so talked to her a bit then jing's dad send us home.
my bro and i were like tonight cannot sleep ah!
so we watched cool guy but halfway my eyelids were so heavy i couldn't take it, i fell asleep first.
HAHA!
therefore, my bro's the winner although he slept in the end too.

oh ya before i forget,
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL! :D